i can still go there

i had a realization while in half-moon tonight at yoga.

i spent some time thinking and praying in the steam room afterwards

and came home knowing i had to write something for class 

i had to produce a poem although i could have brought in something old

my eyes are red and swollen because i have literally been sobbing

but i have a new piece that came out of this

and i rather like it, though it was painful to produce.

i'm willing to share it with you if you would like, (nathan) or whoever else.

but i'd rather email it to you as it is very personal.