i spent some time thinking and praying in the steam room afterwards
and came home knowing i had to write something for class
i had to produce a poem although i could have brought in something old
my eyes are red and swollen because i have literally been sobbing
but i have a new piece that came out of this
and i rather like it, though it was painful to produce.
i'm willing to share it with you if you would like, (nathan) or whoever else.
but i'd rather email it to you as it is very personal.