March 29, 2009

lately i have been doing things because they feel good not because they are right or wrong. i don't know why, but it is how it is. 

yesterday it felt like the thread that was through my heart was finally being tugged upward and it didn't feel good, it didn't hurt, but it was uncomfortable.

i don't know how else to say anything or how to not be awkward in social situations that include you. either way it is appropriate to say that if you were outta here, i don't know how i'd feel but maybe a little relieved. 

i believe in you
in your honesty in your eyes
even when i'm sloshing in the muck of my demise
a large part of me is always and forever tied to the lamplight
of your eyes

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