i couldn't even deny it if i tried..

God is so beautiful and so good to me.

how the heck could i think otherwise?

i can't capture him on film

home was a photograph you taped to your wall

i have learned that

if you are always falling in love with passing ships

you will never leave the harbor.

you have to make a lot of big decisions in order to get it right

and that if you have something really good, you should keep it if you can.

and i do.

i'm tired of spraying for ants.

my bed has been;

-a courtroom

-a confessional

-a lovenest

[i could be there for you if you'd like. promise i won't bite.]

i am your goldfish

and i don't even mind.

this is how it happened (pt 2)

today my dad brought over some york peppermint patties

and sprayed for a spider.

things you shouldn't do (pt 1)

-pretend to understand

-overanalyze 

-burn bridges

May 14th

woke up today

with a stuffy head and a royal shanghai. fabulous.

my room, covered in thread, a human spider web

and whipped cream in my hand

a feather tickling my face 

and now i'm angry. and for the first time,

i realize how foreign it feels to be angry.

This is how it happened...

you asked. i melted.

this is how it happened.

I have written something new

and depending on what happens, you could probably read it

but either way, i think it might be terrible.

my uncle wrote something for his late mother for mother's day.

it is really sad. 

in other news, life is seriously so wonderful.

lately; 

my heart has been melting like a popsicle in july.  

♥