May 31, 2009

i couldn't even deny it if i tried..

God is so beautiful and so good to me.
how the heck could i think otherwise?

May 26, 2009

i can't capture him on film

home was a photograph you taped to your wall

May 22, 2009

i have learned that

if you are always falling in love with passing ships
you will never leave the harbor.

you have to make a lot of big decisions in order to get it right
and that if you have something really good, you should keep it if you can.

and i do.

May 18, 2009

i'm tired of spraying for ants.

my bed has been;

-a courtroom
-a confessional
-a lovenest

[i could be there for you if you'd like. promise i won't bite.]

i am your goldfish
and i don't even mind.

May 16, 2009

this is how it happened (pt 2)

today my dad brought over some york peppermint patties
and sprayed for a spider.

things you shouldn't do (pt 1)
-pretend to understand
-burn bridges

May 14th
woke up today
with a stuffy head and a royal shanghai. fabulous.
my room, covered in thread, a human spider web
and whipped cream in my hand
a feather tickling my face 
and now i'm angry. and for the first time,
i realize how foreign it feels to be angry.

This is how it happened...

you asked. i melted.

May 10, 2009

this is how it happened.

I have written something new
and depending on what happens, you could probably read it
but either way, i think it might be terrible.

my uncle wrote something for his late mother for mother's day.
it is really sad. 

in other news, life is seriously so wonderful.

May 3, 2009

my heart has been melting like a popsicle in july.